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[09 Jun 2007|10:22am] |
soo its beeeen soo long since ive posted in hereeee
lately life has been really good
i love my friends even though they all fight all the time
but i guess its just a part of life
its the weekend
and i work every night
ghayyy
but id rather be working than at schoolio
:)
everyone go listen to www.myspace.com/jasonreeves
really gooooood
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[26 Jan 2007|06:40am] |
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we're gonna stay 18 forever
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[07 Jan 2007|04:56pm] |
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school 2moro :(
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[17 Dec 2006|08:13pm] |
so this illness has put me out of work and school for 7 days straight so far... :{
but i feel like i'm back...
maybe
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[08 Dec 2006|07:49am] |
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What's the sense in hurting my pride?
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[19 Nov 2006|03:27pm] |
When everything is lonely I can be my own best friend I get a coffee and the paper; have my own conversations With the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection The mask I polish in the evening, by the morning looks like shit.
I know you have a heavy heart; I can feel it when we kiss But me I’m not a gamble you can count on me to split The love I sell you in the evening, by the morning won’t exist.
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[18 Nov 2006|01:21am] |
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A fucking waste of my time is all that you've become
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[12 Nov 2006|12:56pm] |
so this is when we finally learn the real meaning of change. you do things you used to be against, you date the people you never thought you would and you befriend people you used to hate. you'll learn what its like to have your heartbroken, to lose a friend that truly meant something to you, & feel as if everything is really falling apart. there will be times that your life seems so horrible it feels like its not real. despite all this, good things will come too. you'll make the most amazing friends that will be there for you even when they probably shouldnt. your broken heart will heal once you find the most perfect guy you've ever met & just as nothing else can go wrong, things will only get better. there will be the days you are so happy & the days you feel like dying. drama happens, gossip goes around and people talk shit. maybe this is just the teenage years, or maybe its life. or maybe -- its just growing up.
sometimes maybe it just sucks
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[05 Nov 2006|09:05pm] |
th 5-9 , Sat 4-9.15 sun 3-815
so id ont forget when iw ork
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[12 Oct 2006|09:42pm] |
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so lately all i've been thinking about is college... everyhting will be so much beetter.. no high school dramaaa
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[05 Oct 2006|07:14pm] |
Was I wrong to take this bound?
Cause I'm in love with what I found
But youre coy and youre holding things back
And I know you but I cant see through
These doors that you wont let me in
I guess Ill turn around, Ill turn around, and go
:/
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[04 Oct 2006|09:31pm] |
i'm sorry for everything i did to you
i did not mean it...
late for my own funeral
as usuallllll
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[30 Sep 2006|11:35pm] |
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fckn partying tonigghththhtt
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[28 Sep 2006|01:25pm] |
ive had a sinus infection for the passed three days
it sucks
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[25 Sep 2006|05:26pm] |
our love actively seeks out people who deserve it the least, sets its hooks and attaches itself.
its looks for the down and those lacking the capability to return our love and those who will appreciate it the least.
its funny how we all believe we're in control of our love.
its funny how we think we have the ability to direct it and set its sights on someone our head and our common sense has deemed 'worthy'.
because those who are sparkles and sunshine and appreciation and beautiful and wonderful people will never receive the true and full magnitude of the power with which our love commands. instead they end up with a forced and watered down version of what our love truly is equipped to do because love is desperate and passionate, not easy or comfortable or uncomplicated or smooth.
its not intentional. again, its not like we have control over it. we always end up loving what we see as the "wrong" people but i believe that word needs to be re-defined:
il-equipped.
unappreciative.
careless.
ungrateful.
and self-centered.
yeah, those sound right.
to say "wrong" would assume that our love just haphazardly attached itself to random people walking by, but that couldnt be further from the truth.
truth is, our love has the most accurate sense of direction. aimed at, not those who want it the most but at those who NEED it the most.
just sucks that our heads and our hearts go along for the ride.
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[23 Sep 2006|08:51pm] |
i wake up to find it's another four aspirin morning, and i dive in, i put on the same clothes i wore yesterday. when did society decide that we had to change and wash a tee shirt after every individual use? if it's not dirty, i'm gonna wear it. i take the stairs to the car and there's fog on the windows. i need caffeine in my blood stream, i take caffeine in the blood stream. i grip the wheel and all at once i realize: my life has become a boring pop song
AND EVERYONES SINGING ALONG...
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[06 Sep 2006|06:58pm] |
so im really overwhelmed already with school and its the second day.
i failed my AP psych quiz today i bet. and then i have 3 quizzes 2moro and then a test friday..
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